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♥ Friday, June 30 ♥
chest pain..like a stabbing feeling.. a lil hard to breathe.. its happening again... =( ... urgg. lonely.. feeling empty.. going crazy..  left her thoughts ♥ 11:48:00 PM
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i think i have had enough..enough of all those contradiction,enough of all those screaming,enough of you being so unreasonable.. this is it.. for saying,"you're just more imperfect then others".. like wtf?which mum wld ever say that to her child. what a great morale boost. and i bet you think that the words that crossed your brain and whatever comes out of your mouth would hurt others... i'm pissed.really pissed. i'd rather be super poor and live in a small village and have a loving family and be happy then to have such ENCOURAGEMENT.......... we were all never happy... and i was never close to you. cos i never found a reason to. never hugged,cos either one wld push me away. we don't even have a proper family relationship, we even had to go to see a family consultant to bring the family together. but why it didnt help?cos everything just goes back to what it used to be.. tell me why this family never bonded? BECAUSE I'M JUST MORE IMPERFECT THEN OTHERS................ left her thoughts ♥ 10:44:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 28 ♥
Walking In The Rain...Sitting by the window Singing songs of love Wishing you were here Because the memory's not enough Wear my mask in silence Pretending I'm alright If you could see then you would be Here standing by my side It may be hard to believe But boy you're the only one I need It may be hard along the way It's this feeling I get When blue skies turn to grey Feels like I'm walking in the rain I find myself trying to wash away the pain 'Cause I need you to give me some shelter 'Cause I'm fading away And baby, I'm walking in the rain Every single hour Of every single day I need to cry, my eyes are dry I've cried my tears away Can't help but remember How you made me feel You dressed my soul and made me whole You made my life complete It may be hard to believe But boy you're the only one I need It may be hard along the way It's this feeling I get When blue skies turn to grey Feels like I'm walking in the rain I find myself trying to wash away the pain 'Cause I need you to give me some shelter 'Cause I'm fading away And baby, I'm walking in the rain Of all we've said and done Remains the memories of days When life was fun But now when you are gone I sit alone to watch the setting of the sun Feels like I'm walking in the rain I find myself trying to wash away the pain 'Cause I need you to give me some shelter 'Cause I'm fading away And baby, I'm walking in the rain I said baby, I'm walking in the rain 'and i need a shelter... left her thoughts ♥ 10:48:00 PM
♥ Sunday, June 25 ♥
JJ!!!!!!!.......his concert was SURPERB!!!!! 10 thumbs up..very good performance.. thank GGGOODDDNNEESSS i went.. i didnt regret a single bit...worth all my money.. no one can be as good as JJ!!!! arh!!!!!!! been dying to meet him since sec sch... he's just sooooo amazing,his singing just sweaps you off your feet.. and his loves songs,melts you into a puddle... it was full house at his concert. Everyone wants JJ!!!!.. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT left her thoughts ♥ 8:16:00 AM
♥ Saturday, June 24 ♥
so exciting!!today's Lin Jun Jie's concert... going with my tuition teacher... yay!!!!!! left her thoughts ♥ 4:15:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, June 21 ♥
i hate waking up to screams at 9am by a hysterical woman...can't you just leave me to sleep in peace late just for one day of my 19 miserable years? "no one wakes up as late as you do!!!" come on,i think i'm one of the earliest.. this house is seriously driving me crazy.. it has been,i guess this isnt the 1st time i'm saying this.. fuckit. left her thoughts ♥ 11:48:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 20 ♥
he called me many names..sometimes potty,sometimes percy,porky and bah kua.. passed by Mei Zhen Xiang today and i was lured to the fragrant smell. and he said ,"you better not go sun tanning or else they'll come after you ".. coz if i do suntan,i'd be a brown bah kua ready to be eaten.. how flattering... walked along taka and there were tents outside,a few were slimming programmes.. i came up with a conclusion that they only approach FAT women... and he said,"i'll laugh when THEY approach you".. so we made a bet,we'll walk infront of the girls giving out flyers,if they offer me one,i'll lose. if they don't approach me,i'll win.. sadly,we walked past the tents 2 TIMES...no one approached me. he claims that there was no one giving out flyers.. and so,i'm the FAT girlfriend.. who has wobbly fats and my tummy has many folds that a popcorn can get stuck in between the folds..... a great day... Happy 10th month lil baby..... left her thoughts ♥ 10:29:00 PM
♥ Monday, June 19 ♥
just came back from baby's house..watched Japan's match at 9pm and Brazil vs Australia at 12am. man Brazil's match was exciting,but ronaldo's sucha let down, just because its his last international game doesnt mean he can play the game anyway he liked. there were so many SHOULD-HAVE-BEEN-goals.. but,in the end..Brazil and Aust,2-0..2 to Brazil not bad considering Brazil won.. seeing baby tomorrow again... yay! watchin -Cars- tomorrow and he'll be coming over to watch la pi xiao xin... hee... i cant wait.. its so nice to have you by my side.. the warmth of your hugs and the passionate kisses.. draws me nearer to your heart... left her thoughts ♥ 2:44:00 AM
♥ Saturday, June 17 ♥
 i'm not into the singapore idol frenzy but i was just watching the repeat telecast of this week's show...and i realised,Joakim(just knew his name and how he looked like today) is pretty cute..he has this cute small boy innocent face... This year's idols are pretty young i must say.. anyway,yea...just a random post la,nothing to do anyway.. baby's at his friend's party. tomorrow's Father's day. happy daddy's day dad!.. hmm..... Tues's our 10th month anni, i'm so excited.. 10 months and counting.. this love is something special, i just know it... and i hope you feel this way too.. i love you,i'll always do.. left her thoughts ♥ 9:54:00 PM
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just did an online IQ test,think its inaccurate..but the results kinda made my head grow a little bigger.. heh.. 80-90 (below average) 90-110 (average intelligence) 111-121 (above average) 122-130 (highly intelligent) 131-141 (gifted) 142+ (genius - top 1%) its like 43 questions..i almost died.. anyway,my results.. 8 out of 12 - 67% Spatial Reasoning 11 out of 12 - 92% Word Analysis 8 out of 11 - 73% Quantitative Skills 7 out of 8 - 88% Fill in the Blank and i got 123!!!!!!!!! left her thoughts ♥ 2:57:00 AM
♥ Thursday, June 15 ♥
just watched -Hotel Rwanda-..i know,i'm slow....... but its a very inspirational movie,truly touched my heart.. brings out the softer side of cheryl... i think this is one of my favourite movies.. not like those crappy horror flicks...some are nice. but they're meaningless... while this is really good... waiting for time to pass so that i can meet lil bummy.. =) left her thoughts ♥ 1:51:00 PM
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baby did the sweetest thing today..today was a simple yet sweet and memorable. we rented a couple of dvds and he came over.. cooked a lil dinner for us(grilled chicken only) and watched the night away.. i am proud to say that he missed his spain match for me!!.. only this time.. sweet considering my previous post's theory.. =)  little baby getting cosy... sucha cute lil angel... tell me where can i ever find sucha cutiepie??? and i love you more and more.. left her thoughts ♥ 12:30:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 13 ♥
Once in 4 years...the fate of all attached women... Priorities of men : 1) WORLD CUP!!! 2)WORLD CUP!!! 3)MORE WORLD CUP!! 4)DIE DIE ALSO CANNOT MISS WORLD CUP!! 5)MISS WORLD CUP = LIFE GONE...and they go into depression.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 10000000000000000) make time for my wife/girlfriend... how sad..... left her thoughts ♥ 11:56:00 PM
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JAPAN LOST TO AUSTRALIA!!!!what the....... &$#%$ sucha letdown game by Japan.. sighs.. considering me being sick and still watching the match instead of resting.. and that was how Japan played!!! sighs.. Cahill....Y Y Y!!!!!!!!! anyway.. down with the flu buggie.. feelin like crap. tossed and turned in bed last night. had only 3 hours of sleep.. feelin pretty nasty inside... blocked nose,no oxygen.. pretty much dead in the head maybe.. still have to rush for projects... spare me!! iloveyoulittleone.. stilldoandalwayswill.. left her thoughts ♥ 12:06:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 6 ♥
i'm a very happy girl today!got my new orange nokia 6280. super!! i love it to bits. i can play my fav songs now.. yippiee!! -prays hard that the phone doesnt die on me- its a little big thou. but the orange is super nice! at least i don't have the silver or black one. i can be different from the rest of the people who has my phone.. tomorrow's my Taxation paper.. 2nd last paper.. and a last paper.. and I'M FREE!!!!! well,not exactly,for 2 weeks to be exact. heh. well,i can spend more time with my lil baby! yay...1oth months and counting.. i love you baby, my little mushroom, adorable and sweet!! left her thoughts ♥ 11:29:00 PM
♥ Sunday, June 4 ♥
i wanna sing till the stars appear.i wanna run till the hills collide. i wanna sleep till the world ends. i wanna keep silent till the sky turns grey.. i wanna scream over a thousand mountains. i wanna type till my keyboard flies. but i wanna love you till the end of time... love, cheryl just thought of this corny poem. going bonkers from Business Law. common test tomorrow, and i'm done with 1 chpt. 4 more to go.. somebody saveeee mee... watched -The Nun- yest, what a letdown,i expected more.. somethin nice.. but it turins out to be some dumb split personality thing.. sighs.. i hope slither's better... left her thoughts ♥ 2:31:00 PM
♥ Thursday, June 1 ♥
slept late last nighta shitty night indeed.. woke up this morning not wanting to go to sch, mood washed away. and i'm havin a bad diarrhoea. been to the loo 6 times aleady. eating triggers a bad tummyache am in pain. i think i'm gonna skip school tomorrow again. study for my IFA test on saturday.. mum told me that she wants me to go Australia to get my degree. and she'll pay for me. prolly the 8641239746th time she's bringing this up. maybe its better for me? take time off from the stressful life in Singapore. should i? or should i not. well,i still have 1 1/2 years to decide.. tell me you want me to stay, convince me this time... or i'll be gone for a few years.... left her thoughts ♥ 7:08:00 PM
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